What was I thinking?

Sports day.
How much more fun could anyone possible wish for.
Agreed this is the BEST sportsday i ever had.
It was fun i agree.

I don know how to say this.
I don know when ill recover from this.
I just can't,
everything you do,
your smile,
your hugs,
your kisses.

I MISS them ALL.

I don know what happened.
Its been 10 days.
Exactly 10 days, but i still don know
What happened?

Am i worth that little.
Im lost.
Everytime when i look to your direction.
You seem so beautiful.
I hope it can be like how it used to me.
Me beside you,
only others watching.

No one can make me smile like crazy.
Except you.
No one else can make my day.
Except you.

Have you ever experienced?
When someone make you smile so much.
You can actually feel your face muscle getting tighter and tighter?
I miss that feeling....