You called

Someone once told me
Love isn't about how much you want her to love you back
It's also about learning to let go

Letting go is always hard
Equally as hard as giving up
When you love someone
All you want is for her to be happy

Sometimes we do things without noticing
Sometimes we do things in the past that we didn't know
That might have hurt others

I just wanna say if I have done things that you might not like
Please forgive me
Because you know
I did it all for love

Sometimes we don't know this
That we tend to do things too much
Because we want that one thing
We want love

I know I can't turn back time
I wish I could

I wanna go back to march
During chess competition
If only I knew
That day would mark the day where a heart would be broken and two lives would change forever

I still am going with my promise
Just hope you are too

Happy for you (:
Nights guys

How to get over?

Today I've learnt a great lesson
from both my friends and myself
You once told me
"I always come first"
take care of myself before others.
Studies first before others.

Today,
I'm going to pour everything I am hiding in me out.
i'm going to tell everything.
In hope that it will make me feel better,
for now...

I don't know whether you know this or not.
But i still really love you.
alot....
I can see that you're having the time of your life.
sometimes i can still sit alone and smile,
thinking back the times i had with you.
I was in paradise.
I wanna thank you,
for giving me the time of my life.
You were my soul. And I was yours...

Yesterday,
I guess you made it clear..
I was no longer your someone.
just a no one...
But i guess if you had a choice before this.
I wouldnt be in option.
Just a friend i guess..
I remember asking for more time.
For me to prove myself to you.
I wanted all this,
because i never had the intention to leave,
only to love.

The smile will never come back.
I hope it does..
someday..
You still hold the record you know?
you made me smile the longest.
24-7

If I had made any mistakes,
any wrong doings,
or have said anything that might have hurt you,
I'm sorry....

sometimes,when i walk back those stairs.
Where we always sit together.
I smile =)
Knowing i once had those feelings.
I once had those loves.

It seems like if today was my last day...
You would'nt even cared
But as i said,
as long as you are happy ,
I am too =)

Study Hard, make your parents proud!
I always got your back,
you know that right?=)

Love,
Teddy

What was I thinking?

Sports day.
How much more fun could anyone possible wish for.
Agreed this is the BEST sportsday i ever had.
It was fun i agree.

I don know how to say this.
I don know when ill recover from this.
I just can't,
everything you do,
your smile,
your hugs,
your kisses.

I MISS them ALL.

I don know what happened.
Its been 10 days.
Exactly 10 days, but i still don know
What happened?

Am i worth that little.
Im lost.
Everytime when i look to your direction.
You seem so beautiful.
I hope it can be like how it used to me.
Me beside you,
only others watching.

No one can make me smile like crazy.
Except you.
No one else can make my day.
Except you.

Have you ever experienced?
When someone make you smile so much.
You can actually feel your face muscle getting tighter and tighter?
I miss that feeling....

I'm lost

Another day has gone by..
Yesterday was one week
After my life changed..
I still can't recover, I just can't forget.
I've been hearing many many people telling me
"it's not worth it"
"just give up"
"just concentrate in studies..."
If only you all know,
Only some of you
Know me well enough that I never listen...
I've followed my heart, I hope it brings me to the right path,
I hope I'll getbto the bright line at the end of the road.

How much I wish I could turn back time,
And made everything much better for both of us.
Now , I'm not even a good friend you've once considered,
Not even the best friend I once was...

I know I was wrong.
But I don't know why.
The real reason you have not told me, but I can feel it.
The bond has been broken...

No longer what we used to be.
I wish so much for you to look back and tell me that I deserve a second chance .
Your friends, would they be the ine there for you when you really needed someone.
I know I will be.
Always will be.

Sign off... With a fake smile (:

别告诉她，我还想她。don't let her know that I'm still thinking about her...

If you are reading this blog is because your one of my clossest friends I have now. For that I wanna say thank you to all of you, for being there when I needed you all the most!

I still have this little feeling in my heart
That I wanna share but do not know-how to describe it
Have you ever experienced
When you've done so much
Yet it was just so little.....

I have that feeling
The feeling is never going away,
I asked myself everyday ," why did she leave me? "
But, never have I got my answer.

It's been three days since she told me it was over
I was never eating well
Never sleeping well
Never reading well
Since.....

You promised, you'd always be there for me!
You'd promise even if whatever happens you'll still support me.
NOW , my existence is a mere suffering for you.
I gave you all I had but you just tossed it in the trash.
Although you already told me why.
I know it was never that reason

Today after school, hoping to see you
I went to your favorite fish ball noodles shop
I didn't really wanted to eat, but I managed to force my mum to go there
Because I remember
I remember all the things you've once told me
I remember that you'll always go there to have your lunch
Just watching you smiled back was already better than anything
I'm attached to you,but